Today hasnt been all that good .....my friend stayed the night last night then she went home at like 10 today and now im home all alone...which i hate the most...i hate being alone it sucks...my mom just had surgery 3 days ago and shes not doing to good...but i hope she gets better...um my dad is doing something stupid..and doesnt want to see me at all any more so im basically loosing all of my family members and my friends....and my boyfriend...he broke up with me 3 days befor my mom had her sugery and he left me for another girl.....it broke my heart...and it still hurts when he talks about her to me...it makes me feel like i wasnt good enough....am i good enough...